Thursday, March 13, 2014
Stop the TOS bus, I want off.
Can I just say, after dealing with this for so long, and then learning my children have this baggage to carry through life as well, watching them suffer...I am over the metaphore.
Give me a chair to sit in, enough moving forward bullcrap. I just want to not think about what I can't or shouldn't do because it will make my pain flare up. I want to not have to be mindful and aware-I want to not think about TOS, or tests or doctors or surgery.
I want to just stop. I want to dump this crummy baggage.