I've spent so much of the last year learning about TOS, on forums, trying to get a grip on what to ask, what to do to find help for myself.
Sometimes it has been too much.
Too much focusing on myself and my problems.
Too overwhealming to think about this thing that I have no control over that has a mind of its own.
Life goes on, with whatever problems we have to face.
Changes come up in life and you have to find a way to roll with it.
So thats what I'm doing, the best that I can anyway.
A little slower than before, but moving along nonetheless.
Pain pills and prayer are always at my disposal when needed, which is regularly.
I am thankful for both!