Looks like the first one will be a month away, which gives me time to cook ahead meals and make arrangements.
So now I must evoke the power of positive thinking like never before!
I believe and choose to focus on and I'm saying out loud,
"I will have a positive experience. I will regain full use of my arms, I will heal well and be free from the traffic jam in my neck. I will be healthy and ready to move forward with my life. I will be better! I will be thankful for the skillful surgeon and for my family who will step up and help me and take care of ALL the things I usually do. The dog will not smell bad and stop licking herself constantly so I will be able to sleep in the recliner. I will be able to stop taking all the pills for pain, I will be well, and I will be free."
Deep breath.
Ok, I may need to be reminded of all that over the next month.
But then, I do believe it is time for me to change my very pessimistic Eeyore mentality. Time to trade it in for a brighter outlook on life. What a rough way to figure that out!! I told you I was stubborn.
That's the scoop.
